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2009-12-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

刺猬 - Landy

最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单是寂寞或
悲惨一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无
声黑暗心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无
声黑暗心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还
傻刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧

2009-12-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

i know.. i cant turn back the time..
i know.. wad past is past..
i know.. i should move forward..
i know.. i cant forget everything.. so i'll just keep u safely aside.. and think of u once in a while.. just like what i have been doing for the past years..

i'm sorry for thinking about u again...

2009-11-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

it only takes a second to fall in love with someone. but it seems like it takes forever to forget one.
i was too busy to care.. too busy to look.. everytime i gets tired.. i'll stop and rest.. and everytime i do that.. i see you.. i turned around as i thought i've left something behind.. all i see is you.. you.. you.. you.... and nothing else.. why are you huanting me...
it doesnt hurt to think for others. its quite a sweet act actually. is being considerate so difficult? or is it that you aren't sensitive enough? if only every body can stop being so selfish, only thinking for themselves, the world will be a better place. there will be forever is friendships, relationships, kinships..

im lacking behind. its time to buck up. no more time left for whining.

i wish that my wishes will come true. please make my wishes come true okay? =) loves.

2009-09-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

Whitney Houston - I Didn’t Know My Own Strength Lyrics

Lost touch with my soul

 I had no where to turn

 I had no where to go 

Lost sight of my dream, 

Thought it would be the end of me 

I thought I’d never make it through

 I had no hope to hold on to, 

I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength

 And I crashed down, and I tumbled 

But I did not crumble 

I got through all the pain 

I didn’t know my own strength 

Survived my darkest hour

 My faith kept me alive

 I picked myself back up 

Hold my head up high 

I was not built to break 

 I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart, 

I found the light to life 

My way out of the dark

 Found all that I need

 Here inside of me

 I thought I’d never find my way

 I thought I’d never lift that weight

 I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength

 And I crashed down, and I tumbled

 But I did not crumble

 I got through all the pain

 I didn’t know my own strength 

Survived my darkest hour

 My faith kept me alive

 I picked myself back up 

Hold my head up high

 I was not built to break

 I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I

 Wondered how I’d get through the night I

 Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength

 And I crashed down, and I tumbled

 But I did not crumble 

I got through all the pain

 I didn’t know my own strength

 Survived my darkest hour

 My faith kept me alive

 I picked myself back up

 Hold my head up high

I was not built to break

 I didn’t know my own strength

I was not built to break

No no

 I got to know my own strength

2009-09-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin' is hard alone,
Out here on my own

We're always provin' who we are
Always reachin' for the risin' star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears
I've never shown
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in
I may not win
But I can't be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own

2009-09-09T07:19:00.002+08:00

I'm itching all over ! I thought it was mosquito bites, but mummy dadddy say its not ! It's just rashes =( but so itchy !! Anyway, applied medicine already. If worsen, I'll just go to the doctor, cause the itchy is unbearable !! =(

OMG! Assignments are piling up !! So many sketches to do.. so many research and development !! Think Think Think !! Draw Draw Draw !! Everyday also got new things to do Zzzz BUT IM HAPPY doing them.. :D:D It keeps me going. They say "It's okay to slow down as long as you don't stop" so.. YEA !! =))

I don't like waking up early -.- (like.. who likes???) I'm just so lazy =p

OFF TO SCHOOL !!! HUGS

2009-08-23T11:45:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that he's back !!!!!! )= I dreamt that my Butter is back !! I miss him so much... *sigh* He has a new famliy now. I know he's well taken care of by this new family *because the new family is my friend la* =) Thanks Eric and family for taking good care of Butter. Hope everything is well for you guys =)

I just realised I'm so replaceable. I mean I know I am a long time ago la.. but its so heartbreaking to know that now... the fact is .. I've been replaced.. and the stupidest thing is.. I know it's going to happen.. AND I LET IT HAPPEN !! I don't know why too.. when I know its going to happen.. its like.. i feel useless.. nth i can do.. and I'm at that point where by I'm so tired of everything and I just don't want to care anymore. It's even more heartbreaking to know that my actions are been taken as a changed in person and bad attitude.. I mean.. I have been with these ppl for a period of time which made us go through thick and thin.. share tears and laughters together.. and yet they doesn't understand or rather.. they nv try to understand why am i behaving like that.. so.. I'm so replaceable...... I AM REPLACEABLE !!!!!!

2009-08-14T02:39:00.002+08:00

when my world came tumbling down, you came around and shine a touch of light for me, telling me not to be afraid bcuz you'll always be around with wide open arms. you told me that's the least you can do bcuz you love me. you told me you wouldn't want to see me sad and struggling. you told me as long as im happy, you're happy too. you advise me what you think is best for me, and you'll never force me to accept it. with open ears you listened to my complains all the time and all you do is just smile. when im sick and feeling cold, you went out to buy me panadol even if its past 12midnight. you worry and try all means to make me eat when i have no appetite. you give me no reason to turn you down, and everytime i have to turn you down on something, i'll feel so bad. and the feeling gets worst when i know you are troubled and as usual, i'll feel so useless bcuz i cant help much. i used to say it when i was young.. but as i grow old.. i stop saying it..

mummy, i love you..

2009-08-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

有时候太坚强笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处 OH~
你不要追问我还缺了些什麽

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站 OH~

我强问我自己现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麽勇敢

2009-08-05T07:32:00.002+08:00

not enough time.....not enough time !!!!!!

school has been..... better =) everything is getting more !!.. friends are getting more... the words we shared are getting more.... homeworks are getting more !!! it's tough for those who have to handle work and school at the same time.. like me.... boohoo !!!! especially when your work takes up so much time.. you hardly have time to do your homework.. and you have to stay up late at night to finish it.. and you may not even realised that its already 5am in the morning.. and you have to wake up in about 1 or 2 hours time.. AAAHhhh... its tough.. but i'll still hang on :D:D:D bcuz i believe that this horrible period will pass.. or rather.. be better !!! =)

my dad is well !! doctor says he's fine.. but have to rest for like 1 or 2 months for the internal wounds to fully recover. and he has stop smoking =) totally stop. i'm so happy and proud of him !! he has been smoking since he's 11 years old (about 40 over years now). and he just stop like that !! i'm very sure he feels terrible at times (thats why he is always finding for food to munch) haha which is good.. bcuz he needs all the nutrients =))

2009-07-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

im a very kiasu person.. i shall not deny.. always wanting to aim for the best out of the best in everything every area.. giving myself unnecessary stress and pressure..
in my previous entry.. i mentioned that i felt like a piece of shyt bcuz everyone around me is like super talented.. and i look at myself in the mirror.. who am i.. wad am i made of.. wad's within me.. what am i looking for.. what do i wanna achieve.. so many questions.. so demoralized.. i still feel the same.. as in now.. still feel like shyt all the time.. i always think that i know nothing.. a very useless person.. am always not as good as others.. one day.. i was having lesson.. and lecturer asked us to draw something.. be creative and design something and explain.. i actually panicked.. i dunno wad to draw.. my mind went blank.. i look around.. everybody on the track already.. some talking disturbing each other.. some working hard on their piece of paper.. and me... looking around feeling so sian.. then it suddenly hit me.. why are these ppl so relax.. why am i thinking so much... why am i always giving myself the unnecessary stress and pressure.. why cant i just relax and stop thinking so much and just do it !! then i tell myself... this is where my confident must come in... there is no right or wrong.. others may think my work is not fantastic.. but i am and i can be confident to say that "no! i think my work is fantastic!" ..like wise.. i may think that their work isnt good.. but they think its superb! so whats there to be afraid of.. confidence confidence... your holiday is up.. its time to come back... this apply in everything in our life... whether its school, work, friends and family.. i think its all the same... dont have to think so much.. just do it and keep on moving.. bcuz time waits for noone.. dont be too hard on yourself !!! loosen up !!!!

2009-07-17T02:39:00.001+08:00

updates...

school is starting next monday.. although i have no idea how will it be like back to school after 3 yrs of ding-dong here and there.. im still looking forward to it.. should be exciting i guess = )

lotsa events/performance coming up for Music Clinic !!

24th July Friday

Peter Lao Shi will be performing at VivoCity !!

Time: 8pm-1030pm

Venue: VIVOCITY AMPHITHEATRE, LEVEL 3

Admission is free entry is on a first come first serve basis. Due to limit seating capacity, only the first 1,200 people will be allowed into the main amphitheatre.

25th July Saturday

Food Festival Performance by Music Clinic Students

Venue: Central Fountain @ Clarke Quay

Time: 10pm to 10.30pm

8th August Saturday

A Night With Music Clinic !!!

Venue: Music Clinic

Time: 9pm

this is the very first time Music Clinic organize music camp for their students !! = ) there will be lotsa music related games and activities through out the entire nite !! sure gonna be fun fun and more fun !!! Music Clinic Staffs, Instructors and the Performing Artistes will all be joining in the fun !! =)

ok.. enough of the events..

back to ME !!

life is still the same.. ups and downs here and there.. else life will be boring... but nobody likes it when the downs are here... = ( honestly.. i have not been the cheerful and bubbly mei wei lately... daddy is sick and needs operation next week.. everybody is worry especially mummy.. and this means financially will be weak everything needs money and this will make my parents more worry and headache.. = ( i feel useless bcuz financially i cant do much.. the only thing i can do is earn my own pocket money which i have been doing for the past years.. i dont earn big bucks like my sisters so as they can give a fixed amount to my parents on a monthly basis.. even if so, my sisters have their own family to feed, other expenses to take care as well.. and i still have a younger bro who is still schooling. i know.. all these are not big deals.. but its already enough for ppl to struggle.. especially my parents....

another thing... i feel useless bcuz.. it seems like everybody around me.. is so..... talented... its either they have a real good skill.. or their knowledge is excellent.. or they are so capable in wad they are doing... i look at myself... "what kinda shyt am i...." demoralized i feel.... i have been wondering.. if going back to school is the right choice for me... to learn something new so as to be better.. or staying as it is and try to work something out... i dunno wad's good for me as im too afriad to look what's going to happen.. courage i need.. confidence i need..

at times i'll wonder... if you go extra mile for ppl... all the time... is it really worth it? they may not appreciate you and tendency of them taking you for granted is indeed very high.. so is it worth it? and how to make ppl know that they should appreciate and be thankful that these ppl are willing to go the extra mile for them? saying "thank yous" are easy.. but showing them.. is it as easy?

useless piece of shyt.......

2009-07-04T21:49:00.001+08:00

confident confident confident !!! i need confident !!!! = ((

2009-07-04T03:33:00.002+08:00

life is really short. and time passes so fast. when u are aware, its already too late. so much more to learn, yet so little time. how am i going to improve. how am i going to explore and game for the challenges ahead. so many things that i wanna do, but so little time.

little time is excuses. trying is just a noisy way of not doing something.

2009-06-30T09:02:00.002+08:00

3 months !! 3 months of working with a bunch of crazy and crappy ppl in a call centre is fun fun fun and more fun !! haha im going to miss evveryone of them.. going to miss every single second at work !! = ) i'm already used to 3 months of waking up early, go to work, knock off at 6pm, go home or go dinner. now.. its all back to square 1 again ! haha feel kinda lost that i dont have to wake up early for work. but !! 2 to 3 more weeks i'll be starting school !! hm.. another think to adpat to again. i guess school's gonna be fun? school is always fun ! haha apart from the work related stuffs.. this 2 to 3 months also made me a champion of the redsun pte ltd karaoke competition !! :D:D super eggcited can !! hahaha other than this competition i joined the taiwan PK and Kovan superstar too !! wahhaha and i didnt get into finals for both :D:D which i think its good enough to reach the semi-finals.. and im not a least bit disappointed bcuz i know there are lots and lots of real good singers out there !! way to go !! i got so much more to learn !! =)))))

alrite.. i hope that explains why im gone missing for so long =P till then !!! :D

2009-04-25T08:29:00.004+08:00

for all i know, this isnt my fault. i am not going to apologise for it. if my life is meant to be this way, there's nothing i can do to avoid it or change it. as much as i hate it, there is nothing i can do !!!! so stop making things difficult for me and as if its my fault. i really dont wish things to happen this way. i tried to be hard-heart, i tried to be selfish, i tried to not think for others, i tried not to show any signs of care and concerns for anybody, i tried to be the worst fren ever and i even tried to be a horrible person !! by doing all these isnt making me feel any better, things aren't going well or as wad i wanted !! everytime i harded my heart on anyone or anything, they just keep coming. everytime i turn away from frens, they come reaching for the bottom of my heart.

i dont want to hurt anybody. if i did hurt u, i am truly sorry, i really am.

2009-04-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

i was wrong. all this while i thought i am right. i was wrong. i must stop. stop avoiding. it's time. time to face the reality. but i'm afraid. afraid.. of so many things. so afraid.. till.. i'd rather keep everything to myself. that's when i thought i'm right. so it's a cycle. i was wrong.

2009-04-06T20:50:00.001+08:00

im afriad..

2009-03-31T17:50:00.002+08:00

a brand new life. a new start.
i take every apportunity as a brand new start. no matter how hard life is, it still goes on. and there's no better reason to not continue and give up.
i was jurong east mrt station when i saw it with my own eyes, that an old couple, probably in their late 50s, using the Ez-link machine, not topping their cards, but getting the deposit of the one-time used ez-link card. and its not just 1 card, they got a bag full of it. it strike me, times are so bad now that ppl are doing all ways to put food on their table. these ppl aren't giving up. why should i? why should we? we've all come this far, live this far, just to give up when we see blocks and blocks of thick hard walls in front of us? impossible. life is too short to not enjoy breaking the walls and going thru it without struggling.
im still the same.. still believing the same.. "no matter what, i must not give up."

2009-03-28T12:54:00.002+08:00

at the end of the day, it's always me myself and i. how many will actually stay? they have their life to live. and often words of comfort always come, but is that really wad we want? so at the end of each day, i always tell myself its okay to be alone, it's okay to cry, it's okay when noone sees your pain, it's okay when noone believe and trust, it's okay when noone understands, cuz as long as i lived, i understand that everyone has their life to live on and i understand that wadever problems i faced, it's my problem and i have to learn to solve it myself, so it's really okay to not have anyone by my side when im having my worst days. because i'm tired. i'm tired of wanting and hoping that there'll be someone holding me when im shivering with fear, someone who's there to wipe my tears, or even there to share my joy and laughters. i am tired. cuz noone stays. noone stays till the end.

it's not just a day or two. it happened forever.

i see a problem in front of me, everyday. yet i cant help. useless. no ability to. noone knows. or did anyone try to know? i doubt so.

"i dont believe in bestfriends" this is a title for my composition writing back in primary school, primary 2. why? give me a reason why should i? just 1 reason will do.

i will believe when i meet one who will spend the rest of his/her life with me. until then, i dont believe in any. dont even try to make me believe.

2009-03-26T14:25:00.002+08:00

some of us believe that "dreams do come true" but sadly, many dont. I dont.
dreams shattered for a reason - for other great things to happen, as i believed.

2009-03-24T17:31:00.003+08:00

emotions are filling up. woman's sixth sense is always accurate. what would you do when u sense something is not rite? walk up and talk about it? ignore and pretend nothing is wrong? or flare it up? my emotions are filling up..

dont call me everyday.
dont ask me where am i and what am i doing.
dont worry about me when i am already big enough to handle things myself.
dont ask me personal questions when i dont feel like or dont even want to talk abt my personal stuffs because it's personal.
dont always think that i do not know what i am doing becus i am sure i can get things done on my own and i am also very sure that i will look for help if i cant get things done on my own.
i am no longer a baby who cries everytime i m hungry or i poo. i am no longer a toddler who is trying to learn how to walk and talk. i am not a primary school kid who fights in school just because the gal next class pull my pony tail. i am no longer a secondary school teenager who hangs out at the mall with a bunch of frens after school everyday. i am no longer a tertiary student who skip lectures and goes out late at night to party almost everyday. i am a 23 year old adult who is trying real hard to find any part time jobs before my school starts in July this year and u and me knows how difficult it is to search for jobs, and i relaly mean any jobs at this time where the times are so bad when hundreds and thousands and millions and billions of ppl are being retrenched every month around the world. i did not just sit around at home facing my laptop and do nothing. i did not go out and just walk down the street blankly. so stop asking me where am i and what am i doing. stop calling me and worrying abt me if i am having a bad time. bcuz i am telling you now that i am not and will not give up, not yet, not any minute, not even close, in finding money to be in my pocket.

and if you dont trust me to be a grown up, then dont even talk to me. bcuz i wont even wanna look at you.

i know you love and care. i just dont need it this way.

2009-03-16T13:33:00.002+08:00

it's a nice day to rest at home =))

suppose to go for foot massage appointment with yvonne but i cancelled it. my body just dont feel right to go out. 4 full days of standing, walking around, smiling widely and politely giving flyers to people is really really tiring.... but.. fun =)) yes the IT show is over and i've bought my macbook !! =))

some important things/people in my life has come to its last chapter. i should be upset, i mean.. i AM upset, but i should be glad too. i dunno. i am feeling confused. i don't know what will happen to me tml, i dunno what should i do if chances come again, i dunno what should i do now. i seriously hope i am filled with stuffs to do to keep myself busy and not having the time to think about it. yes, i am avoiding. if only the answer could float in front of me.

human beings are very complicated creatures, i always feel. one minute u think they are ur best of friends, ur love ones, someone whom you cant live without and so thankful that u have met them, the other minute you thought you dun know this person at all. why do one have to have so many different "faces"? yes, at different situation we have to use the correct "face" to face it, but how do ppl know it whether they are being themselves? complicated. taking advantages, taking people for granted, it is happening in every corner of our lives, should we be thinking why about it? or should we just get moving and stop being like a baby. is this called growing up and being mature or stop being childish bcuz there are more important things waiting for us to do. jealousy, many of us ignore the fact that we are jealous about others and then we talk bad abt them behind their back. gossiping is a way of release stress. many does not like it when the gossip is about them, but strangely, many likes it to be involved doing the gossiping. we are jealous of ppl who are more capable. and why cant we people divert the jealousy to some kind of energy to fight back and be as capable? we should not waste time dealing with all this. life is short.

2009-03-01T16:16:00.003+08:00

impresario 2009 has been a great experience for me ! yes i did not win ! hahaha but i enjoyed alot on the stage with yvonne yangce leonard and yong quan !! it was really fun !! =)) the other contestants are so good ! and i've also learnt something from each and everyone of them =)) hopefully will be able to meet them soon, they are a bunch of crazy ppl !! loves loves =)) the impresario crew are great too, all the taking care and always updating us for whats going on etc etc, although sometimes there may be some communication break downs, but we all understand that it's not easy to handle so many ppl at such a short time =)) wadever it is, thank you everyone who supported, whether its words of encouragement, physical support, those who helped and taught, or even those who criticize !! haha still a very big thank you to you guys, bcuz without you all, i wont be able to step on any stage, wont be able to look into many eyes and sing or talk, wont be able to be the me today !! so.. thank you and honestly, i love you ! =))

during the process of preparations, i have been impatient and very bad temper. i am so sorry =(( i dont mean to show anger and frustrations, please dont take it to heart ok? if there's any help you guys need, please look for me!! i'll definitely help !! =))

please dont stop the music.. continue !!!!!

2009-02-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

Mei Wei wanna thank all who came to support her on sunday, 8th feb !!! thank you all so much !!! :D:D:D:D:D:D I am so touched !! really !! and very happy that i made it to the finals !! yea yea yea !!! =))

whether i'll win anot i guess it really doesnt matter.. having 1 more chance to stand on the stage and perform is all i am asking for !! =))

these are the ppl i wanna thank personally !!!
yvonne, leonard, ryan, yu quan, janet, tommy, yong quan, my family !!! thank you SO MUCH for coming down to support !! man ting, eric, zheng peng, zech, wei qian, sean, gou rong, thank you for all the smses !! for those that i've left out.. ahaha thank you so much la !!! loves loves.. loves u guys to pieces !! HUGS

i am tired. all these are draining my energy away. but i enjoy it, love it. no matter how dreadful it is, no matter how tired it will made me be, i am very sure i will continue wad i am doing =)) music keeps me alive. being part of it makes me feel wonderful ! choose work you love and you will never have to work a day in your life ! why shouldnt life be about doing wad u love? if you dont enjoy wad u are doing, how can you be really good at it??? i enjoy wad i am doing now, and i will find rooms for more improvements ! never stop learning ! =))

2009-02-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

I don't understand...
I don't understand why !!!

I don't understand why human beings are such complicated creatures.
I don't understand how WE human beings' mind and heart work.
One minute you said NO, the other minute you said YES!
Now you are so freaking angry, the next moment you are laughing your hearts out !!!

Please.. emo-monster leave me alone!!

Just when I thought everything is back to where it SHOULD be, you trigger me again.

This is not about you, not about me, not about anybody !!! Things just happen..

I'm just a nobody..

2009-01-29T10:49:00.002+08:00

Omg, It's been such a loooooooooooong time since my last update *bleah* Sorry for not updating !! Don't think there's anyone who read my blog too =P

Anyway, quick update !!

Year 2008 is a big change for me!! Big change, great challange, met lots of new ppl and family bond is getting stronger!! =)) I love challanges, but it is very tiring fighting every obstacles I met. Friends come and go, some stay, some left, nevertheless, I love you all the same!! Bcuz without you, my life wont be complete. Family !! many things happen, both unhappy and happy stuffs, shall not list them down, I'm glad it all happened, cuz it brought all of us together.

This year !! Year of the Ox, Year 2009 !! I am going to fight all the way and never give up ! Just like what i've planned for myself last year, this year is no different too !! "No matter what, I will not give up !!" Since I've decided to go for study, I shall work hard and not disappoint those who supported me, and shall not let those who thinks i will not make it be true !! This year is going to be another tough year for me, for everybody. Let's all jia you and fight through this year ! Next year will be a good year for everybody !!! =))

2008-11-30T17:58:00.001+08:00

it's ok.. it's really ok..

xing ku yi dian bu yao jing... yi hou jiu hui you hao ri zi guo le..

i'll bite on my teeth and hold on .. i will not give up..

2008-10-29T08:42:00.002+08:00

Am I a burden to you, sometimes I wonder.

Everytime I came home, I see the shoes layed all over the place outside the door. I hear laughters of the children in the room. I hear the TV on. Lights were dim. The sense of belonging isn't there. And I started to feel like an "extra" coming out from nowhere. You may not feel this way, but I do.

Hiding in the room, watching TV, going online, doing nothing. I enjoyed having my own time for myself. But how long can it last? I need someone to truely warm my heart and make me feel love. I think the problem lies in me, I know.

Being emotional really drift me away. I have no mood to do anything at all. And only you... can make me feel better.. If only you knew..

2008-10-28T09:41:00.002+08:00

Leisure World Cruise Competition !!!
Woohoo !!! I got into Semi-Finals !!! TOUGH FIGHT !!!! Gonna be an exciting one !! wahahhahaha I'm ssssoooooooooooo not confident. *sigh* anywaysssss...... ENJOY CAN ALREADY !!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

money money money...... i need money......... its amazing how you can speak right to my heart ~~ without saying a word... you can light up the dark ~~~ !!! wOot !!! I'm so touched cannnnnnn... when you gave it to me.. I was shocked !!! thinking how the hell you know !!!?? well.. guess that's the power of LOVE !!!! Famliy LOVE !!! FAMILY = Father And Mother I LOVE YOU !! WAHahahhahahaha

Oh man.. i miss dance classsesssss.. !!!! I was watching the "wu lin da dao" last night and I feel so high !!! I wanna dance the night away man !!! omgomgomg.. If only I can dance like from day to night EVERYDAY !!! Wahahhahaa crazyy but SERIOUS !! When you look at urself in the mirror, doing so good, oh my.. the sense of achievement is incredible !!!! and telling yourself NO ! YOU CAN DO BETTER STILL !! omg.. can't imagine la.. must try it urself =)

2008-10-20T12:42:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why people work so hard and get themselves all tired and sick. No matter how important your current task is, your health must always be at the best state, if not, how are you able to complete your task successfully when you aren't feeling well?
Yes, Im refering to myself too. I'm very prone to colds. So i kinda changed my diet. I had lotsa fruits and vege, and I can really feel the difference. And exercising too, it's very important. But sadly... I've done it all wrong too.... excess excersing and consuming of fruits makes me big..... super sad la... i've totally lost it.. Don't know what im doing.. I just know I wanna slim down !!!! Now that I've know the correct way of doing it.. I'm not going to destroy it again !!!!!

* Cut down carbo intake
* Try to avoid rice and yellow noodles
* Do not consume too much fruits, they have hidden sugar
* Take fruits only before meals, NOT AFTER, it helps in disgestion
* NO food and defintely NO supper after 8pm
* Break meals into 5 small meals, MOST IMPORTANT MEAL IS BREAKFAST
* Do not go running too much, it'll make you muscular
* Avoid 3in1 coffee and milo
* Take in more water and PURE green tea, it helps to detox
* Avoid meat
* Avoid drinking water at night, it'll cause water retention

I hope this time round I'll be satisfy.

Gal, thank you so much... really.. =)

2008-10-19T02:35:00.002+08:00

Back at home... I'm all alone again.. I guessed you have never noticed me at all.......
HAve been busy... busy.... real busy......
Rehearsals.... practices... work.... running errands.... everything comes together and went off so fast... I can hardly breathe.... Just like you.....
I know it's impossible.. and I shouldn't do it... but the more i know it wont happen.. the more i fall for it.... Humansss..... complicated creatures...
I think the right thing for me to do is forget abt you... totally... bcuz from the very start... I knew you wont take a 2nd look at me.....

2008-09-29T12:35:00.001+08:00

HAis !!!!! Got so much to do at work.. aaahhhhh I just hope everything will go smoothly..
I WILL WORK HARD !!!!! =)

2008-09-20T10:27:00.001+08:00

Sick Sick Sick !!! I HATE IT !!! flu flu go away ~~ i want to sing !!!!!

2008-09-17T10:15:00.002+08:00

I'm still affected by the same old thing. life sux huh?

Should I or shouldn't I? ................................................................. i think i should
Thanks for all the encouragement =)

2008-09-14T03:05:00.002+08:00

Temptations temptations .... how to resist tempations ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!
I seriously have to do it. DAMN SAD !!

in the progress of deforming

2008-09-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

I know.. You are watching over me. Just when I was thinking of giving up everything, you showed me I should not give up. Thank you so much.

2008-09-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

rested for almost 2 weeks. now its time to get back on track. my mood right now is worst than before, cuz there's so much things to do and so little time !!! hhaaaaaaaaiissssssssssss.... and i feel like just running away from EVERYTHING !!

*cries* why am i feeling like this. is it because im all alone, all alone doing all these?

yes.. im alone.

2008-09-05T14:40:00.002+08:00

*sigh* throat infection for almost 2 weeks. I cant even talk properly not to say sing. =( Can't perform for tml's event at Holland V. sigh... why am i so "bu zhen qi" !!!!!!!!!! Visit doctor twice and the pain isn't gone yet ! Every morning I wake up I'll feel the pain =(

Work and work and work !!!! Since I can't practice my singing and gym, I have been working and resting.

I know it very clearly that things won't be starting so soon. I won't give up for sure. But I got to be strong too. The road is indeed very rocky. And you think I can't do it, it's okay, many thinks the same too. What difference does it make to have one more you. But I have to thank you, because you made me think that I can do it =)

Life has not been easy for some people recently (including myself). Hang out with some friends or do things that you enjoy to keep yourself cheerful, this will help to lighten your mood. But of cuz, at the end of the day, it's still me myself and i. Sometimes I feel real alone. And often thinks that life is very meaningless. I don't know what am I doing and I really felt useless. Like I know nuts, no skills, know nothing.. useless piece of sh*t. Should I further my studies? I have the urge to. Could some1 nice enough to give me some advice?

I don't want to waste my time.

2008-08-31T02:17:00.001+08:00

Smile and everything will be fine =)

my shoulders are aching like mad..massage anyone =[

2008-08-30T02:34:00.003+08:00

I am so glad to have you. Thank you so much for being there for me. You talked to me, listened to me, encouraged me, supported me.. I've never thought I'll confide in you.. I've never thought I will feel so comfortable crying in front of you. For a moment I wanted to hug you tightly and tell you how much I love you. And I realised, you have always been around. Thank you so much. Thank you.. thank you..

2008-08-29T00:37:00.001+08:00

so you always think you are the best. why cant u just shut up and get ur things done. yes, everyone ard u is dangerous. that is why you dont have a true fren.

good job.

2008-08-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK !!!! haisssss... =(

2008-08-26T12:59:00.003+08:00

Okay.... I am missing Music Clinic already....
I am missing Peter Laoshi...
I am missing all the staffs and students there....
*sigh*
Honestly, thank you for giving me a chance to work there. I learnt alot. Seen alot. Absorb alot. Changed alot too.. =)

Next week gonna start working at a new place. Start handling new things, seeing and talking to new ppl. *sigh* Hope nothing bad comes up.

I wanna change my phone la !!! This blardy stupid red phone is giving me so many problems !! Shut down by itself, hanged, lagged, files deleted automatically !!!! Zzzzzz

2008-08-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

OMG..... i feel so bloated la !!! wads wrong with me..
whats wrong with the weather..
whats wrong with everybody..

omgomgomg.

2008-08-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

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2008-08-20T12:32:00.001+08:00

i am a happy lil gal ~~ happy lil gal ~~ happppppppy lil gal~~ i am a happy lil gal ~~~ happy lil gal ~~~ haaaaaaapppppppppy lil gal ~~~~ =D

2008-08-18T23:30:00.006+08:00

dont have to lie. why a need to lie. whats there to hide. its not something important or big secret. if its something that everybody knows then why is there a need to hide from others. childish. i have better things to do. work is work. play is play. if u doesnt know how to differentiate then go away. i am serious when it comes to work. pls dont ever try to fool around with me during work. so i guess i need to spell it out so clearly. i am pissed. i am angry. i am disappointed. dont ask me whats wrong. dont act like u undersatnd me well. i can be the nicest person on earth. i can be the worst too. step on my tail and thats it. mind ur own biz. do ur job and no more questions asked. sometimes its better not to ask so much. this is life. more work less talk will save ur ass.

i wont dislike ppl if they nv step on my tail. i wish to be loveable and frenly too. who dont?

reflect please. everybody. including me.

2008-08-17T13:59:00.002+08:00

16th August
Performance was a disaster !!! wahhahaha oh man.. at least all of us managed to pull through. GOOD SHOW EVERYBODY !! we performed on the same day, we performed on the same stage, we are a team yesterday !!!! =) loves.

my family went to support me. loves. my friends went to support. loves.

watched Claire Guo Jing at Lunar last night. Oh my God.. she's real good. she sounds like CD quality. except that there are some notes where she went off. BUT !!! overall is fantasic. and of cuz.. she's really adorable. =)

took lotsa pictures yesterday !! i hope i can upload them soon. my laptop crashed. =( sigh.. shoulders aching. can somebody nice enough to massage my shoulders for me ???? =p

2008-08-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Always expect the unexpected.

That is why I'm always not surprise/shock when things happened. Usually I'll just think of what should I do next when things happen instead thinking and asking why it happened. This time round, I failed.

I feel like a lost child, with no home. I dislike this feeling.

I know many loves me. But I don't feel the love.

I know many dislikes me. AND I CAN FEEL IT.

Determination. I need. Rest. I need.

2008-08-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

I know... I understand..

I want.. I will..

2008-08-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

There's a few things i'll always do when I am upset. I'll go for a jog, to sweat it out. Or Hello Panda biscuits will accompany me, note..only strawberry flavour will get the job done.

So...... I went gym this morning... sweat it all out... feels damn shiok.... And i had hello panda biscuits in the afternoon... supposingly my mood should be better.....

guess not.. =)

2008-08-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

I want to go to a far far far far far faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away land..

Where there's a beautiful waterfall.. green grass land.. cool breeze...

Or maybe a house beside a peaceful sea.. smell of the sea.. windy..

or better... just take me away.. away from this world..

once away... please forget abt me everybody.. =)

2008-08-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my Goddddddddddd~~~~~~~~~~~ It's been so long since my last entry.
Busy busy... has been crazy weeks for me. SERIOUSLY I AM GOING CRAZY. Pictures up soon !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My lappy died on me =(

2008-07-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME ~~~ =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
BIL has return home !!! Welcome home KOR KOR !!!! =D Now you can rest at home and spend time with you beautiful wife and precious little princess ~~~~ Must take care and get well soon eh?? I'll visit you soon !!!! =)

These few weeks has been difficult for me. Emotionally, mentally, physically. Haa.. Sick Sick Sick.. Flu virus is everywhere.. Weather is having PMS.. Sleepless nights for me.. My best friends has come to find me again..................DARK RINGS.... Although pandas are cute.. but i dont want to be one laaaaaaaaa.... sigh.. just cant sleep at night.. Very tired though !!!

Needa cut down some weight. =(((((((((((

IPOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to IPOH this Sunday !! Will be back on Wednesday =) Promised pictures :D

I wanna thank all my friends who have been there for me all the time.. Always there to listen to my complains and naggings... always there to lend me their shoulder to cry on.. Always there to make me laugh and accompany me when i'm bored... and many more.... Always There.... I love you guys !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BIG HUGS*

=)

2008-07-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

bleah....... =(

2008-07-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

My BIL is recovering very well =)
Thank you for those who cared. Thank you for those who prayed for him. Thank you for my lovely understanding colleagues and friends. Thank you all so much !!!! *a big hug to all of you !!!*
I'm down with a bad bad cold. Sudden attack yesterday afternoon. Was practicing my songs and felt something not right, so I stopped and I took a Cold Panadol. Guess what, It got worse -.-" Continuous sneezing and itchyness from the throat. At the end of the day, my throat is very sore and my nose can drop off anytime *sigh*. Couldn't sleep at all due to the pain.

Went to the doctor this morn. As usual, waiting for 2 hours. My doctor isn't around, so today was another one. =( dont like. 1 day MC, so I be good gal today. Rest at home =) *sigh* feels like jelly.

2008-07-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

2nd July 2008
Just when everybody thought it's a happy ending, the war has just started. The very next day of my bro-in-law's operation, doctor told my sister that the operation is very successful however his liver had started to harden [Cirrhosis (hardening of the liver)]. He already had hep b but it was under control. Because of the cancer, it erupt the hep b causing his liver to harden. Doctors says there's nothing much they can do, only to give him hep b medication to prolong the liver, as in slow down the speed of hardening. This news hit us like a speeding car. I myself can't stop crying when i got the news. I can't imagine how my sister handle it. Again, I was all alone in school. Panicked. Doesn't know what to do. Kept myself busy with work, it's totally impossible. Called Peter laoshi and told him I have to go to the hospital. The rest of the day, heartbreaking. I stayed in the hospital with my sister until the next morning. Didn't really sleep. I was very worried. My sister was sleeping, she's very tired, tired from all the crying. I couldn't sleep. The nurses are working. Machines in and out of the ward and it scares me. I don't know how many times have I went to check out my bro in law. I just couldn't sleep. My parents came in the middle of the night. I was shocked. They decided not to work cuz they are very worried as well. And part of the reason why I couldn't sleep was because there's an auntie snoring very loudly.....JUST BESIDE ME.... nice one -.-

3rd July 2008
Asked for off. Very tired. Very worried. Very scared. Very agitated. Stayed in hospital the whole day. No appetite but forced myself to eat. Bro in law's condition still the same. But his wounds are healing very fast. That's a very good sign. He's very determine to recover. But he's in so much pain. Half of his stomach is gone. I don't know what else is being cut off. I only know he's in alot of pain *heartbreaking* So many tubes around him. He can't move. :'( My sister and I accompany him to do some exercises. He needs to do this breathing exercise to expand his lungs and breath like normal healthy people. He's very giddy due to the overdose of morphine(pain killer) so he can't count how many times he has actually breathe in and out so my sister and I count for him. He was very tired. So he rest the whole day.

4th July 2008
This whole week we have been in and out of the hospital checking and accompanying my bro in law. My parents give up biz at the stall for the week cause they have no mood to work, too worry for my sister and my bro in law. My other 2 sisters too. Take turns on leave to accompany my big sister. I went back to work today. So many things to do. So many things to follow up. Totally no mood to do anything. Forced myself. Very "xin bu zai yan" *sigh* After work, I went to the hospital.

5th July 2008
My big sister stayed at my place almost the entire week, with my baby niece. Baby niece kept having nightmares. Sister believes is because baby niece frequent the hospital with us, she got scared that's why always nightmares, and her poo poo was green in colour. *sigh* I went to work with no mood at all. Agitated easily, still I pull through the day. Wanted to go over to visit my bro in law after work. But sis and parents came over instead. So went home cuz bro in law says he wants to rest. Tired... I am very tired.

6th July 2008
Work as usual. Tired as usual. Visit my bro in law after work. He has moved to the normal ward. =) Doctor says he can breath normally now and he is off from the morphine(pain killer). He's still in pain, but bareable. All his actions are small and careful, even talking or coughing or sitting up, because it was his stomach muscles, so basically all his movements must be careful. And his internal organs have not fully recover yet, so the pain the still there. He can't eat as his stomach is not working yet. He can have sips of water, but very very very very little cause he still feel the pain. He had his bathe today =) He was very happy. And finally after almost a week, he sees his precious baby gal. He doesn't know about his liver problem yet. He kept asking big sis how's his condition, maybe he suspect somethign is wrong, or maybe he's just worried for himself. *sigh*

I'm really happy, glad, relief............ I don't know what other words to describe my feelings... that he's recovering very fast from the opearation...Although nobody knows how's his liver condition now... but doctors say he's doing very well... things are under control... my sister is really happy.... tml everybody is back to work...

Although we are not blood related...........you are still my brother........ I love you dearly like I love my family.... Don't you dare walk away from me alrite? You have always been there when my family or myself needed help. You gave us laughters all the time. All of us know how much you love my sister and how dearly you dote on her. All of us know how much you hope for a child of your own with my sister. All of us know how hardworking you are as a father, husband, friend, brother. You are always doing for others. Even if so, you only complain or make some noise. You are always so tired, give you 2 minutes, you'll be sound asleep, snoring. I still remember the first day I met you, can't remember where, but I remember we are having lunch with my sister and my brother. I am very sure how much my sister and your precious baby means to you. And I am very sure how much you would want to spend your life with them till you grow white hair and lots of wrinkles. All of us too, wants to see you grow old with white hairs and wrinkles. So... be strong ok? Recover fast !!! We shall go fishing again !!! =)

Kor... I love you *hugs*

2008-07-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

Everything happen so fast. But I'm glad things are back to normal now =)
However, I'm utterly upset that I'm been accused of something which I did not do.

27th June 2008
Woke up with a weird feeling. Something isn't right. Dread myself to work. Luckily didi came and somewhat accompany me and he practiced his songs. And all of a sudden, I feel that I'm losing control. 3rd sister called, crying, telling me that my big bro in law isn't in a good condition now and my parents ask me to go over to SGH to accompany my big sister as she all alone there. Noone's in school yet, and I was so "kanjiong" cause I can't leave the school just like that. Stupid thoughts running through my head. I just can't get myself to calm down and do things. Physically I'm working, mentally is nothing. Rushed to SGH once Peter laoshi came in. Stayed at the hospital with my family, waiting for the surgeon to tell us what's going to happen. But they didn't come. Nurse told us tomorrow after 8am surgeon will make their way.

28th June 2008
Woke up damn early, 6am. Washed up and waited for my big sister, 3rd sister and 3rd bro in law to come over with my baby niece. We went to the hospital to wait for the surgeon. My bro in law was smiling happily when he sees us. When the surgeons came, his face changed. The surgeon told us what my bro in law had was something call "Bile Duct Cancer" and a "whipple operation" will be done. It's actually a major operation, but recovery is 95%. =) I went to work after that. After work back to SGH again =) Big sister and baby niece sleeping over at my place.

29th June 2008
Woke up early again. Saw baby niece playing and having her breakfast. Everybody prepared and went to SGH. As usual, I left for work and back to SGH after work. I don't know exactly how my big bro in law feels. But by the look from his face, I know he's really scared and worried no matter how many times we assure him that everything will be fine. After that we headed home for dinner.

30th June 2008
Woke up early. Went for vocal lesson. I have no mood at all. Jason Laoshi said I have improvements !! I was very happy because last week I was so upset that I have no improvements at all. And I have been working on it. And yes !!! I done it =) BUT NOT ENOUGH, I have much more to improve on. *jiayou ba ~~* Head back home after lesson and rest awhile then out again to my big sister's place. Then to SGH. Accompanied my bro in law for the rest of the day, and prepared his feelings for tomorrow's operation. The operation supposed to be today. Some of the major doctors not around, so they don't want to take risk, want the whole team to be there for the operation. Oh well, I don't know what to say. EVerybody is tired, everybody is worried, but still, everybody smiles and laughs =)

1st July 2008
Woke up early. Prepared and off to SGH. My parents, 3rd sister and bro in law, 2nd bro in law, and of cuz my big sister waited with my big bro in law for the nurses to prepare him for the operation. Scared and worried is all writen on his face. We all know nothing will happen, but we just can't help worrying bcuz he's someone we love so much =) I went to work, took half day, then back to SGH and waited together with my family. We accompanied him through the entire operation. Seeing him out of the theater and into his ward, soundly sleeping, then we went home. Everybody went home with a smile.

2nd July 2008
Upset. Of cuz it's nothing to do with my bro in law. I'm really glad that he's okay now. I guess i'll just keep it to myself because noone knows it better than I do. So No point explaining to people who doesn't seem to trust or understand. Oh well.. *shrugs* Tired, all the waking up earlies and reaching home late at night, all the travelling and time spent in the hospital, is all making me weak and lost of appetites.

Thank you so much =)

2008-06-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

Don't you dare walk away from me !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please, my love ones, don't leave me.... Nothing will happen to you, there are many things yet to be done, please be strong and pull through............

you cannot leave me ok ?

none of you.. no way.. cannot !!!

*pray*

2008-06-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

23rd June, Monday

Now my mondays are meant to be travelling around Singapore. Not so bad la.. at least I can start memorising directions/roads/places, else I'm always the blur-mountain-turtle !!!
I'm disappointed with myself today, very disappointed. I see no improvement. I s*cks !!! seriously...... suddenly i dunno what to do.... *sigh* I'm pissed with myself for can't getting things rite. I'm sick and tired of my weakness. I want to master it and show everybody I CAN DO IT. I want to make YOU proud.
but...............it all takes time...............i'm just not patient enough................................and not hardworking enough.......... hais..... i s*cks la.........
Met mei and jie for dinner at sakae sushi then head to mediacorp for superband 2008 with di and huili. Haha we had a hard time finding/travelling to mediacorp cause we took bus and not taxi. Mediacorp is so not friendly to find.. stupid.. I wonder why a place like that.. it's really stupid =X
Watched superband 2008. Yup the 3 groups we supported went in the next round !!! =) After that was home sweet home. Took bus home with di, wasn't that far leh, maybe there's companion so ya.. haha.

24th June, Tuesday

It wasn't my day today. I woke up with difficulties and it lasted the whole day. s*cks I hate it !!! Thanks for all my lovely friends who cheered me up. Without you guys I don't think I'm able to make it through today.

Boy, I know its hard, but you got to be strong. Life is short. ENJOY LA !!

2008-06-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired today !!! haha it's really nice to stay up late after dinner with a few friends and chat till you drop !!! =) Loves, had a great time last night. Thanks !!! :D

To somebody:
you may not even read this but i just hope you know some things cant be forced. i dont want to be mean to you. please dont make me start.

I had a great time with my family today. but i ate too full now very xing ku =X

that's all for today i guess !!! tml's another day.. tampines here i come again !!! and superband at night =)

2008-06-20T22:47:00.001+08:00

I am so sian....

Alrite, put aside the "sian" stuffs. My beloved is back !!! omg she bought so many things for me !! wahhaha told her not to buy any just enjoy herself can already yet she bought so many !! wahhah but i very happy la.. cuz she bought things i like =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD she bought DOREAMON !!! WAHAHHA favourite =DDDDDDD and she bought a jacket for me too.. its pink !!! love it !! =) thanks gal, i've never thought you'll stay by my side.. WE SHALL MEET AGAIN SOON LA !! I DONT CARE !!!! =X

2008-06-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Interesting people today WAHAHHAHAHA I CANT STOP LAUGHING LA !!!!
she sees some piano scores books on my table.. and she said this........." wa.. laoshi so lihai hor.. sing so well.. and play the piano so welll" WAHAHHAHAHAHA so funny !!!!! she also nv see laoshi play the piano before... omg omg omg.. she's so obsessed with laoshi !!! wahhaha oh my i cant stop laughing !!!

oh well, I enjoyed myself this week !! Seriously wahhaha Hot yoga is GREAT !!! Yea i went to Hot Yoga with Jie =) Its really nice, sweat it all out and detox !! wahha and ya, tone up, burns fats =) It lightens up ur mood, and you feel so light everyday !! It's really nice =) really go try it !! wahha =p

Was a little pissed today actually, haha, interesting ppl came and I cant continue practicing my singing bcuz she kept bugging me, asking me weird questions, talking to me, even when i told her i got work to do.. sorry cant chat with her !!! AAArrghh.. irritating... =( oh well, but she's funny WAHhaha =X

AAahhh !! i miss you la friend !!! so much to talk can !!!! faster come faster come !!! wahahha =)

2008-06-15T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone !!! =)
Hello hello hello =D I don't really like/enjoy blogging actually. But I want to keep all my lovely friends and family updated !! Soooo, I created this blog JUST FOR YOU !!! =D Used to have a blog, for some reason, I deleted it. I hope I can keep this blog alive =)